Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Adulterer

You have now made a destructive path, you are finally left with nothing and that's excatly what you deserve, you............... Bastard. May your heart bleed like those you hurt and may you feel every sting that should come your way. Have you no remorse? The only reason why you feel this time is that you got caught and perhaps the tears that now flow from your eyes are fake. I've got news for you stop your crying for no one is pitying you, and open your eyes now to your dome that lays ahead. You have no one to blame but yourself, no one to fall on, no shoulder to cry on, no one, not a soul when it comes down to the end of the day, don't wallow in yourself pity no one feels for you, no one now cares for you, your absolutely alone...... and this time for good no one will save you this time.

May your mistakes repeat in your mind time and time again for you thought you were smooth and could pull the world over everyone's eyes ha this time you're caught and there is nothing you can do or say to make it right cause it will never be that way again. There are only so many chances you get and then you strike out. I feel nothing for your lost for you knew what you got yourself into, how could you of not you repeated it over and over again. You never really stop to think about anyone else, just that your needs were met. You'll now lose everything you've ever know cared about, lived for, and would die for and for the sake of what? At the end of the day can you really say you have happiness now?

How does it feel to no longer have a disguise your standing there absolutely naked, exposed for everyone now to see the real you. I can't even begin to say how disgusted I am with what you've don't for disgust doesn't justify it, the word is so much better than you are. Mad, mad doesn't even describe what I feel towards you mad, anger fustrated, hatred, I'll never be able to express it and I'm sure neither will she.
How are you able to take someone's fragile emotions and crush them repeatedly and then think that sorry will make it better? This is not like kissing a sore this is a battle scar.

May you be kicked down to the bottomless pits, were you are no longer able to show your eyes, your face for you are no longer worthy. We call you a pathological liar, your unable to feel anything when you did it so don't come now with your sappy story, you were good and maybe too good............... and if we hadn't caught you it would of gone on forever. You never intend to stop did you?................. and maybe that's what will hurt in the end. Thank you for now demonstrating even the kind-ess person can't be trusted for none of us will ever be fooled again. I've open my eyes to this society being a victim of this same kind of abuse I no longer feel anything for anyone remotely like you. You've jeopardize every thing and for what? Do you even know anymore?
Breath in deeply, may your nightmare now consume you.

(I found out that my friends man was cheating on her, and when I confronted him he lied to all our faces and then I started to think to myself that he could never do anything like this, he slept with another girl more than once, more than twice, just this time I caught him in his lie. The girl he slept with is my friend also and neither one of them new anything about the other, victims from the same guy. I never wanted to say anything to her until I had sufficient evidence, but she already knew and how could I lie to her when she asked? His girlfriend who just had his kid which is now six months old doesn't live here and he's willing to jeopardize everything for what................... a fling? He got himself in trouble and has to stay here under my mom's supervision, and his girlfriend was willing to give up everything for him, move here till he could come back home so that he could still develop a relationship with his daughter, and they both were just down here a month ago to visit. Love is so blind, it's not suppose to hurt like that so maybe there was only really one person loving to begin with.

I hate people who cheat so if my words seem harsh it's the heat of the moment cause I two was cheated on and I didn't see till it was to late. No one cared to tell me till way after. I was never in love with the guy so it didn't hurt to long, but i can now see how it is different. I hope this post will describe to all those who cheated what kind of hatred you have now led ( unleashed) others to have. I feel for her but there isn't a thing I could do, this goes out to him and the guys to come that will try this shit again and come back with their crocodile tears.............. Please I don't want to hear anymore lies.)
With time everything will eventually heal......... i now know that i hope she will find that in time also.

2 Comments:

Blogger Rex said...

Betrayal is never easy to take... I really hope it all works out over there...

5:25:00 AM  
Blogger Hopeful said...

I hope so too....... thank you:)

11:07:00 PM  

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