Your not alone
You are unable to feel anything now but emptiness, and even then I'm not so sure if that's a feeling it's more of a void. Why do we wait till it's to late to tell people how we feel? We posses these feeling in us so that we can relate better to people and perhaps let them have a look into the soul of our inner being. The fear of rejection now a days out ways the emotion/feeling of love or any other kind of feelings for that matter.......... Why is that? We have everything to gain if we just express ourselves to that person, and nothing to gain if we forever hold it inside. An emotion is like a million words of how you feel put into one. You would rather sit there and deny it to yourself as a pose to expressing it. Denying it in every way till you can't contain it no more and one day it burst out in desperation now realizing that it's to late, that person you have now tried to captive by contemplating to long has now moved on without you and your emotions have now sketched it's self into your soul, and embedded it's self in to your mind, leaving you with a taste of regret.
"Regret is an odd emotion because it comes only upon reflection. Regret lacks immediacy, and so its power seldom influences events when it could do some good."
William O'Rourke quotes
You can't help who you like but you can have a say in what you do about it. In life there are things we do or things we don't do. Here are your choices pick one and may it lead you to triumph not regret, Life's to short for that.
"I would much rather have regrets about not doing what people said, than regretting not doing what my heart led me to and wondering what life had been like if I'd just been myself."
irish
Brittany Renée quotes
"Regret is an odd emotion because it comes only upon reflection. Regret lacks immediacy, and so its power seldom influences events when it could do some good."
William O'Rourke quotes
You can't help who you like but you can have a say in what you do about it. In life there are things we do or things we don't do. Here are your choices pick one and may it lead you to triumph not regret, Life's to short for that.
"I would much rather have regrets about not doing what people said, than regretting not doing what my heart led me to and wondering what life had been like if I'd just been myself."
irish
Brittany Renée quotes
posted by Hopeful at 6:41 PM
2 Comments:
You have quite an introspective blog here sister, and it's refreshing to see that there are still some people who bother to ponder about stuff our times, and who are not afraid to admit that they haven't got it figured all out.
And how true it is, to be honest with ourselves and with others. Sometimes we spend so much time pretending to be somebody we are not, thinking so much about what others think about us, all this while not really being honest with them or ourselves, and in the end, after all our efforts to manipulate their opinion of us, we are all alone. I know how it can feel.
God loves us all very much, and I think His grace is even more abounding when we are a total mess, and I say this not as some standard religious cliché, but as something I have, and I believe that you have as well, learnt after all this time. Because we are still so alive, and He's too strong.
I understand how it feels to be estranged from the people in church as well, because somehow they seem to have it all together, you feel that you just don't fit in, and feel judged for the way that you are. You are not alone, there are others out there who are also struggling with such things, and I believe that our God is for the fallen as well, the less-then-usual, those black sheep. And as lonely as we can feel, there will always be the One who has made us who can relate to us, and maybe sometimes that's all that really matters.
My heart goes out to you that you may eventually be able to find your own place in church again, you sing in a choir don't you? Trust God to use your talents and set your feet down again, not as somebody who has been pretending and trying to fit in, but as really yourself, somebody He fearfully and wonderfully made for His purpose.
When nobody understands, He has been our one true friend all this while. God bless your sister, you have one true love, and that really is Him.
Thank you rex for your comments mean alot to me, your words of motivation are more than welcomed. It's nice to see that you like my blog that means something to me coming from a very talented writer such as yourself. I appreciate every comment you made for you put in a lot of thought in to what you say, and it hits deep. Godbless:)
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